What LIES beneath...

So...I have been hit with a little dilemma...well, more of a confusing situation...let me explain...

I have a crush...I know, that's so ninties, but I'm afraid that the person doesn't like me(...so original) My problem is that I don't why this person(let's go with Daresome for now) won't just tell me...admittedly I accidentally made it seem that I like someone else, in my failed attempt at flirting...I'm a nerd, so I need more practice mkay!!! But if Daresome thought that, asking me directly would've cleared the whole mess up...this whole situation has me by the balls, kinda literally...

Okay enough with the Johnny Depro BS so let me get to the point, my issue is that I value honesty, all I would like is to know where I stand...so that I could decide whether or not you're worth fighting for...I even don't mind coming second to someone else, as long as you tell me...pathetic I know, but that's just how much I NEED the truth...so being the child I am, I decided to vent in a flood of crazy ass tweets and that might of caused more problems...but I also feel that I maybe came on too strong too soon...but if I feel a certain way, I say it, I don't like leaving things unsaid, that's where regret gets you...so tell me where or what I did wrong and we can work from there, I am an adult BTDubz...so let me leave you with these wide words:

"To a true artist only that face is beautiful which, quite apart from its exterior, shines with the truth within the soul"- Mahatma Gandhi

Welcome ME!!!

So where do I begin...

I'm new to the Blog world and to be honest...I get the hype, I've been reading my friend's blog (Which is HI-larious BTDubz) and it hath sparked the writer flame in the heart of this NOOB.(Gamer term for newbie)

So on this Blue Monday I decided to "get it"...and no, I am not one of those, "ulgh, it's such a Blue Monday" kind of people...I believe that everyday I spend at work is a "Blue" day...funny enough I like my job, I just LOATHE getting up early. I seriously don't get why work couldn't start later and therefore end later. Admittedly I don't have kids or anything so my life is MINE...for the moment and I'd like to keep it that way!!!

So I look forward to expressing my thoughts, even if no one is going to read it...but to me blogging is like tweeting, you send out a thought into the digital universe and in your mind it was seen by millions of people all over the world...even though you only have 35 followers. Cue Shocked Face...

Anyhoo...I'm off to fake being busy for the day, hope I put a smile on your face with this one, but I'll also take giving you mild heart attack.

Your Welcome :)